tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-77417841929272415092024-03-04T23:02:02.819-08:00Young. Life. House.The timeline may be jumbled, but the stories we tell will make you laugh, cry, take action, and feel like family. Follow our adventures as we follow Christ!Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.comBlogger27125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-62293254083598629452014-03-21T22:24:00.002-07:002014-03-22T13:33:05.951-07:00He is not here ...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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The day of my cousin's funeral was by far the very worst day of my life to date. For months afterwards, I would have a PTSD/anxiety type reaction at the memory of walking into our church lobby -- the very place where I had seen him last, alive, vibrant, strong, brave -- and seeing memorial photos of the one for whom my heart once leaped with pride and joy.<br />
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Up until that point, I had lived in a state of voluntarily suspended disbelief. Maybe they had been wrong. Maybe, if his name wasn't on a list, he hadn't really died in Afghanistan. Maybe our "I love you" and "Thank you for your service" and hug goodbye hadn't been our last. But those photos were there, in my face, telling me that the stories I had heard were true. Right there in my face. This was real. This was really happening. And the crush of well-wishers threatened to swallow me whole. So my husband wrapped his arm around me and hustled me like a linebacker through to a seat where I could sit and shake and clutch at tissue papers and try not to lose my mind.<br />
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At the very end of the service, one by one a somber line approached the flag-draped casket to pay their respects. My feet were lead, but I willed myself forward and forced my hand to stretch out over the casket. My mouth could barely form the words. "Goodbye, Ryan," I whispered.<br />
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I turned as I felt a gentle hand on my shoulder. It was my Aunt Carolyn, the gold star mother, dressed in black from head to toe, wan with grief. "Katherine," she said, soft and low, yet almost a reproof. "He's not really there, you know." She locked her sad eyes with mine, and a small smile crept across her face. "You and I -- we know where he is."<br />
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Up until this point, I had never known my aunt to be a practicing Christian. God was not often mentioned in their home, unless by kooky relatives like me. But Ryan had broken out of that, and had given his life to Jesus Christ. And now, here was my Aunt, reminding me of the faith that my husband and I had shared with her son. She was right to rebuke me. In that instant, I had been grieving as one who had no hope. But my hope -- Ryan's hope -- and now, apparently, miraculously, my Aunt Carolyn's hope, was in Jesus Christ and His resurrection power ... in his life and death and atonement on the cross for our sins, so that we could have eternal life with a Holy God.<br />
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That's not to say that we didn't grieve. Or that my heart didn't collapse inside of me as I watched my Aunt clutch that folded flag to her chest and sob. For weeks afterwards -- and TEN funerals later (ten! In just a few short months!) -- every time I stared at the communion table at the foot of our church's stage, all I could see was a coffin. Ryan's coffin. Or Gene's. Or Brian's. Or Anna's. Or ...<br />
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But then, one Sunday, I stared at that wood and glass communion table. It's rectangular shape. It's notched edges reminiscent of casket handles. I remembered Ryan's coffin -- the young Marine who had traded his San Diego sunsets and young marriage and dreams of fatherhood so that I could live safe and free and happy with my own little family. A man who had laid down and sacrificed his blood for mine. And I read the hand-carved inscription on the front. "This Do in Remembrance of Me."<br />
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Ah. So it was a coffin after all. A coffin that sits there every Sunday reminding me of the ONE who laid down and sacrificed His sacred blood, His precious body, for a sinner like me. And instead of fearing that coffin, I fell in love with it all over again. Because this coffin, like the cross above it, was empty. And because it was empty, I knew where Ryan really was. My beloved cousin and friend Ryan was no longer physically here. He was with my even more beloved brother and friend Jesus.<br />
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<i><u>In just a few hours, I am going to face another one of the worst day of my life to date.</u></i> I am going to go and be faced with the memorial photos of my friend Shawn. But this time, I'm not going there to say Goodbye to Shawn. Because as cheezy as it sounds, I know that Shawn is not really gone. Not at all. And I'm just not saying some pie-in-the-sky platitude about it being a "Celebration." Because that's what it really is. A place to remember Shawn's earthly life, and to remember how God used that life here for His glory. And to CELEBRATE the precious, precious time we had with such an amazing Light, and an earthly job well done. <br />
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But I can't say goodbye to Shawn forever, because soon enough, before I even know it myself, I will be with him again. Because it is true that he is not here, not physically. And neither is Ryan. Or the fifteen other friends and loved ones I have said a quiet <i>Godbewithye</i> to in the past two years. But as time goes on I'm not really as convinced anymore that they are as far away as we seem to make it out to be.<br />
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Because they ARE here, somewhere in that fourth dimension of time and space where God intervenes in the hearts and souls of men, and the great cloud of witnesses cheers us on. And now that I know that Ryan and Shawn are in that dimension with Him -- well -- it seems like a place I really, really want to be too. Even if heaven isn't as Colt so wisely said, "Like a fun house without all the bouncy stuff, but everyone's soul is like a 7 year old so they can just play and have fun."<br />
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Those guys didn't just putter through a meaningless life. They RAN THE RACE marked out for them, in joy and parties and life and in suffering, too. And through it all, they ultimately trusted that Jesus was waiting for them at the finish line. And in the end, from our earthly point of view, we can see it all come together so clearly. It is my life's work to study the lives of others. Who is wise? Whose lives have meaning? And over and over and over again, in the micro of real life and death, am seeing it. Fifteen friends in two years and more besides ... those that die in Christ, well, many of their stories make sense. Not just later, but now. I don't like the endings -- I HATE the endings -- but the endings make sense. And they are beautifully, masterfully written.<br />
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So write my ending, Lord, and cheer me on, my dearly beloved boys who have gone on so far ahead of me (and all those loved ones in Christ beside -- I miss you all terribly!). Today's earthly race marked out for me is a brutal stretch for my heart, but I will face it with courage as I follow your examples. I will grieve deeply, but grieve with the greatest of HOPE in the One who walked this path before us, with our cross upon His back, and conquered death so that we all might truly live. <br />
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And when my own race ends, and I finally set down this cross I bear, I hope my friends and family say of me in hope and with a smile on their tear-streaked faces, "She is not here ..."<br />
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<i><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="background-color: #fdfeff; color: #001320; font-size: 11px; line-height: 14px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 25px;"><b>"</b></span><span style="background-color: #fdfeff; color: #001320; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 25px;">The angel said to the women, 'Do not be afraid, for I know that you are looking for Jesus, who was crucified. </span><span style="background-color: #fdfeff; color: #001320; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 25px;">He is not here; he has risen, just as he said. Come and see the place where he lay. </span><span style="background-color: #fdfeff; color: #001320; font-size: 15px; line-height: 21px; text-align: justify; text-indent: 25px;">Then go quickly and tell his disciples: "He has risen from the dead and is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see him.’" Now I have told you.'" -- Matthew 28:5-6</span></span></i>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-46155693746981357492013-09-04T22:00:00.001-07:002013-09-06T21:26:29.785-07:00The Most Beautiful Woman in the World<br />
I have this picture in my head that encourages and challenges me every day as a mom.<br />
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The memory is a little fuzzy, but it is of a Young Life Leader's wife -- young, vibrant, beautiful, sprinting off out of her cabin at camp and down the hill to go and find her three young sons so that she could play with them because she missed them. That image reminded me of how I can also look if I choose to -- not an old "mom self" weighed down by tiredness and a baby bjorn, but by "normal self" , unfettered, active, playful, fun galloping off to play with my babies because I want to, not because I have to.<br />
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<i>(See? Even Baby Bjorns can be beautiful when worn with love and a smile!)</i><br />
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It wasn't about what she was wearing, or how beautifully decorated her home was. She had no make-up. But at that moment, she was the most beautiful woman in the world, and she gave me hope that my children will see me that way if I show them that side of myself, too.<br />
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That image has stayed with me for over two years now. And even now, it was so beautiful and inspiring that it makes me weep.<br />
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And even though every night, as I tuck my five babies in bed, they whisper, "You are the best mom ever!" I don't believe them. So I pinterest and magazine and facebook images to help figure out how to organize better, clean better, shop better, wear make-up or clothes better. I want to be the most beautiful, organized, put-together woman in the world! I compare and contrast shred my soul over a pound of baby fat or a sink full of dirty dishes.</div>
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<i>(My kitchen on a daily basis. I wish I was exaggerating, but that section is probably the "clean" part)</i><br />
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And I wrestle with the worlds of I Peter 3:3-4, because a big part of me doesn't believe them either.<i> "Your beauty should not come from outward adornment, such as elaborate hairstyles and the wearing of gold jewelry or fine clothes. Rather, it should be that of your inner self, the unfading beauty of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is of great worth in God’s sight." </i><br />
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I know in my soul that God's Kingdom is the "upside down Kingdom", but those verses don't make sense when I look at what "the world" is looking at as the standard for beauty. I'm not advocating frumpiness, but in my culture it is very difficult for a woman to be truly respected without outward adornment of self and home. But the paradox is that kind of introspection and self-centeredness doesn't create beauty. It creates ugly. Grumpy. Dissatisfied.<br />
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A woman surrounded by beauty and the capacity to be beautiful, but refusing to engage or enjoy it. Kind of like this:<br />
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<i>(Three exhausted babies (and one grumpy mommy!) at camp ... definitely NOT as beautiful as my friend that day!) </i><br />
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But then I remember her -- the most beautiful woman in the world. And I remember my own mother -- her soft arms, her sweet voice singing me Jesus songs to sleep, the stunning beauty of her youth -- the stunning beauty of her later years -- and I know with all my heart what that verse means.<br />
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<i>(My beautiful Mommy and my nephew Liam)</i><br />
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I'm not beautiful like that every day. Or even most days. But just a few weeks back, after church, at a luncheon, I sat back, fiddling with my smarphone, and watched my children play in a moonbounce. Like most times, largely disengaged. Holding back, preoccupied with my social image or our ever important schedule. And all of a sudden, I remembered that I wasn't in fancy clothes -- just jeans and a t-shirt. And I thought of my friend, and how beautiful she was.<br />
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So I dropped to my knees and crawled on the ground, roaring like a lion and chasing after my children with all my youth and energy. We dissolved into kisses and hugs, chucked balls at one another, and I gave them all horsey rides til the hole in my ripped jeans ripped even deeper.<br />
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And for one, sweet, proud instant, I, too, became the most beautiful woman in the world.<br />
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There, in the shadow of the doorway, stood another mom, watching. Weary from her own toil and struggle and comparison war. And when I rose, panting with laughter and the heaviness of my riders ("The horsie is tired!"), I felt strong enough to encourage her with her burdens -- and she, a stranger, felt bold enough to share those burdens with me.<br />
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She spoke with longing of a new wardrobe, and I laughed right along with her. But I hope that just as I carry the image of my friend with me, she will I hope that she will carry that image with her -- a disheveled, ripped jean mom (dressed in her Sunday best, somehow), glowing with beauty and power and the love of Christ.<br />
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I hope she will see herself the way her children see her. The way I saw her. The way God sees her. I hope that she, too, will know that as she comforts grieving adopted children or changes diapers of babies born back to back, as she teaches them of Jesus and models His love to a dying world, that she also is one of the most beautiful women in the world. <br />
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And I pray one day -- gently, quietly, glowing with the love of Christ -- you will stop fretting about gold or braided hair or pinterest-perfect, and shall join us, racing towards others with gentle, quiet, joyous love, and transform (if even for an instant!) into one of the most beautiful women in the world, too.<br />
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Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-60902703114937724042012-12-23T04:48:00.000-08:002012-12-23T04:48:03.701-08:00Tidings of Comfort and Joy<br />
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have so much to be thankful for. Three
of Katherine’s brothers were married this summer to amazing women, God brought
two new little nephews into our lives, we celebrated our 12<sup>th</sup>
anniversary, and our screenplay, <i>The
Senior Prank</i>, was filmed this summer.
The children are excelling in school, swim, and soccer. To add to our joy, we will be expecting the
newest little Craddock (a boy!) this coming April.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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fact, had we written this letter this summer, with the exception of the passing
of Katherine’s boss and mentor Chuck Colson, life would have seemed close to
perfect.</span><span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype', serif; font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;"> </span><span style="font-family: 'Palatino Linotype', serif; font-size: 10pt; line-height: 115%;">But in one day, all of that
changed when we learned that Katherine’s cousin Ryan had been killed while
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Ryan’s death, it was like a set of dominoes had been ticked off. Our dear friend Gene Heck planned Ryan’s
funeral, and just a few short weeks later he was also called Home to be with our
Savior. Unbelievably, even more funerals
of friends and loved ones followed – in one instance we attended a funeral
three out of the four weeks of the month.
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it all, God has been more than faithful.
Each time we feel as if we are about to drown, He has thrown us a life
preserver – a trip to San Diego, Chris’ golf coaching job, Katherine’s
acceptance into UCLA’s professional screenwriting program, Katie's spot on a travel soccer team, a surprise romantic
getaway to New York City. Not one day
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we do not lose hope, and lean heavily on our Shepherd to guide us through this
shadowed valley. It is in times like
these that we are so deeply moved by the love, prayers, and encouragement of
loved ones like you. We trust in the
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Katie (8), Colt (6), Christian (almost 5), Blaize (1 ½) and Baby Boy Craddock
(due in April)</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">R-Y-A-N. It was my younger cousin Ryan Jeschke who taught me how to spell my middle name, huddled over toys in my family's playroom, long before Kindergarten, or high school, or war.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The name was a family name. A warrior name from the long list of legendary fighters from which we both descended. Our patriarch, John Ryan Devereux, served our country in the Army Medical Corps during both the Spanish-American War and World War I. He was a professor at Georgetown, assisted President Hoover, and did relief work for Pope Pius. His brother was the Archbishop of Philadelphia, and we all were descended from an ancestor who was an officer in the army of Louis XVI of France. <a href="http://www.arlingtoncemetery.net/jr-dever.htm">http://www.arlingtoncemetery.net/jr-dever.htm</a></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We had a lot to live up to -- for that ancestor was only the beginning of the warrior legend. Our great-grandfather, Richard Hall Sr., was a Brigadier General in the USMC. He was awarded the Legion of Merit and the Croix de Guerre, and helped plan the D-Day invasion of Normandy, for which he accepted an award from President Eisenhower on behalf of the entire USMC.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">His brother-in-law, Brigadier General James Patrick Sinnott Devereaux was the "Hero of Wake Island" and survived the Death March to Bataan. <a href="http://www.arlingtoncemetery.net/jpsdever.htm">http://www.arlingtoncemetery.net/jpsdever.htm</a></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Our grandfather, Richard Hall Jeschke, Jr., retired a Colonel in the Marine Corps. He served in both the Pacific and European theatres of World War II, and in Korea as well. He was awarded the Legion of Merit and the Bronze Star with a combat "V". One of his last honors was to be selected as a reader for the 75th anniversary of Iwo Jima at the National Cathedral. And, in a twist of God-ordained fate, was the Marine mentor to another one of my heroes, Charles Colson -- but that is a story for another day. <a href="http://www.arlingtoncemetery.net/rhjeschke.htm">http://www.arlingtoncemetery.net/rhjeschke.htm</a>. I called him "Grandad" and Ryan called him "Gramps". He was our hero.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I write all that to say this -- Ryan was a warrior born into a line of warriors. It was a part of his undeniable DNA. He had the Jeschke "look", which two of my brothers also have. He had their seriousness, focus, and drive. He had desire to serve, to help others, and to sacrifice their all for our country. My dad loves to tell the anecdote about how Ryan was originally not allowed to play with toy guns or swords. So Ryan made his own weapons -- out of sticks and stones. The warrior spirit pumped through his veins. Irrepressible. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">He grew up in a rough side of town, so he learned to defend himself and his two younger sisters through martial arts training. From his mother, a collegiate swimmer, he was gifted with Aquaman-like skills. In other words, like it or not, Ryan was born and bred a Marine.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">All these things I loved about Ryan. But I, Katherine Ryan, loved him for more than just that. I know Ryan as the little boy who taught me to spell my name. Every time our families would get together, we would sneak off and find a place to talk and play. At the time, I was a tomboy with two sisters, and he also had two sisters and no brothers, so we would take any chance to ditch the dolls and tea parties to play more athletic/rough-and-tumble stuff. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">It was at the home of our ancestor, the original Ryan, though, that I sharply remember a moment we had together on the stairs. <i>"I know you are younger than me,"</i> I admitted, as children and old people swirled around us, <i>"but you are my favorite cousin of all."</i> In hushed tones Ryan responded: <i>"Same."</i> </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">You see, whenever I was with Ryan, my heart was at rest. I felt safe. We understood each other. No pretense, no expectations to live up to, just open admiration and trust and a sense of peace. With Ryan, I was myself.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I think the biggest gift in all my grief is the knowledge that my husband Chris loved Ryan as much if not even more than I did. Ryan and I were family, but Ryan and Chris were FRIENDS long before Chris and I got married. When Chris first started out leading Young Life back in college, it was at Herndon High School, and when I mentioned that my cousin Ryan was there, Chris sought him out and Ryan became one of Chris' very first "Young Life kids". In fact, on my very first trip to Young Life's Rockbridge camp, Ryan was there on the bus with me -- or rather with Chris' sister Jackie! Ever since their brief dating history, our family has had a wonderful time teasing that the Craddocks find Jeschkes irresistable ... since both Chris and Brian married myself and my sister Cheryl, and Jackie dated my cousin! Weird, but true.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">When Chris and I were engaged, I joined on as a Herndon Young Life leader, and got to witness Chris and Ryan's bond firsthand ... mostly them wrestling each other EVERY SINGLE YOUNG LIFE meeting, and breaking people's houses in the process. Chris assures, me, however, that aside from wrestling, there were also much more serious conversations taking place, day after day, month after month after school -- discussions about life, and manhood, and Jesus. And sometime during that time frame, with my dad, Ryan prayed to receive Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">In the twelve years since, many a young teenaged buck like Ryan has challenged Chris in wrestling, and all have lost. Chris even took down a five man squad that tried to kidnap him as a prank one night (true story for another day). I think that the fact that Chris could beat Ryan earned Ryan's lifelong respect. "But," Chris admitted to me just the other day, "there was only one time a teenager has ever beaten me in wrestling." That teenager was Ryan.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>("I was beating him," Chris insists, "but the only reason I tapped out is because he cheated! He grabbed my finger and nearly tore it off. I HAD to tap out, or he would have broken it.")</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'd like to think that Ryan flew cross country for my wedding just to see me, or stopped by our "Love Shack" apartment after September 11th to boast about his intense Recon training for my benefit. But I know, deep in my heart, as Ryan sat in our hideous 70s orange chair and recounted how he would survive if water-boarded, that he hadn't returned just for me. He was there to see his friend, his mentor, and one of his own personal heroes, my husband.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The truth is, Ryan may have looked up to Chris and I, but we also looked up to him right back. His war exploits and training were the subject of every Thanksgiving and Christmas discussion, his face my prayer through every "Star Spangled Banner." </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>"When I was little my cousin was one of my biggest heroes,"</i> my brother Brendan wrote in a tribute on facebook. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>"<span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;">If I could turn back time, I would. Ryan Jeschke is and has always been my hero. </span></i><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 16px;"><i>He died so that we may be free and now he is alive in heaven with Christ who died for him,</i>" blogged my sister Christen. </span></span><a href="http://blog.christenyoung.com/2012/08/10/my-hero.aspx">http://blog.christenyoung.com/2012/08/10/my-hero.aspx</a><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Over the past 12 years, Ryan was deployed so much that we rarely got to see him in person. He never saw my new townhouse, or my current "big house." He never met my dogs. And it wasn't until last summer when my family was visiting San Diego that he finally met my four children, and we finally met his bride, Sheila.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">From the second he saw them, Ryan adored my crazy kids. He hugged us all and swooped them onto his shoulders. He didn't mind that they were a little loud at the dinner table. In fact, he reveled in it. And the fact that we had adopted a child that was of a different race didn't bother Ryan in the least. In fact, he was totally in love with Christian, and peppered us with questions about adoption, parenting, and how to be a good dad.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The thing that struck me most about our all-to-brief time together was how much Ryan adored Sheila. His arm protectively around her, his eyes drinking her in. He had fought hard to win her heart, and he was never, ever going to lose her again. We couldn't help but fall in love with her, too. Most importantly of all, we saw and heard for ourselves Ryan's passionate commitment as a follower of Jesus Christ. He was reading the Bible and faithfully attending a vibrant church. Jesus had saved Ryan, and Ryan's marriage. And, like anything in life, he was going to pursue his faith full throttle.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">"This is going to be your last tour, RIGHT?" Sheila said with a smile, patting his leg.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">"We'll talk about it," Ryan conceded. But as he looked at me across the table, I could see the twinkle in his eye. As much as he loved and adored Sheila, the Marine corps was in his blood, and he could not refuse his country's call. He was a warrior, from a line of warriors. He was a Ryan.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The last time I saw Ryan was God's precious gift to me. God knew that I needed that gift, and I can barely tell or write the story without breaking down once or twice. It's hard to find the words to match the story in my brain, but I'll try.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I was standing in the lobby of our church, The King's Chapel, chatting mindlessly and making small talk, in my ordinary world. Sunlight poured through the windows. And then, out of the corner of my eye, I saw him. My American hero. My cousin. My Ryan.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">The conversation melted away in that instant. I ran across the room and threw my arms around him. "RYAN!" I shouted, my sheer joy in seeing him overpowering any embarrassment at the exuberance of my greeting. Nothing else was important as that hug.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We chatted happily about his deployment, his arm cuddling Sheila close. Sheila's eyes were rimmed with tears, but even as Ryan talked about returning to one of the most troubled regions of the world, his voice was steady. He had been there before, he had a job to do, and he was going to do it. For the first time, it hit me what he was sacrificing -- the soft San Diego breezes and a wife's embrace for the harsh sands and disgruntled people of Afghanistan. And he was doing it for me, and my family.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>The words felt cheesy, because it was my own cousin I was talking to, but I said it all the same. I stared dead in his eyes and said, "Thank you, Ryan, for your service." As we said goodbye, we wrapped each other in a long, warm, tight hug. "I love you," I said aloud, spontaneously. I surprised even myself, but shrugged it off in my head. Well, I did love him. So there. "I love you, too," he said.</i></span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">We didn't know it then, but I know it now. <u>Our last words to each other on this earth were "I love you.</u>" My precious gift from God. And with that, Ryan headed out into the sunshine, off on one last adventure with his brother-in-law, one last tour of duty, one last sacrifice for you and me.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Everywhere I look, I am reminded of Ryan. American flags, Marine Corps emblems, uniforms, anthems. Breezy, warm, soft days that remind me of San Diego. And most of all, I think of Ryan as I watch my daughter bop around the grassy-green soccer field, free and happy and safe because of his service, and his sacrifice.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Next week, he will rest with our ancestors ... the many warriors of our family (and their beloved wives) who have made Arlington Cemetery, our nation's finest resting place, their final earthly dwelling. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As I come to grips with the reality of Ryan's earthly absence, I miss the cousin whose heart beat along with mine. The cousin who shared my name. The cousin who -- among many accomplished cousins -- was our family's PRIDE. I miss my husband's friend, our Young Life kid, his wedding picture on my refrigerator that I put aside because "I'll always see Ryan another time." And I will, of course, because I KNOW where the real Ryan is, because we both loved Jesus.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">But the thing I miss most about Ryan, the thing that chokes me with tears at the memory, isn't a label, or a story, or a memory. It's a feeling. It's that feeling of sheer joy bubbling up and overflowing when I saw him that last time -- when I saw him every time. That calm, happy, synchronized wave of joy, and peace, and trust and safety. The feeling of mutual adoration, and the silent understanding of shared warrior DNA.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><i>R-Y-A-N, greet me again. When I get to heaven's gate, greet me again. </i></span>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-50298025092184161132012-07-10T21:01:00.007-07:002012-07-10T21:01:53.845-07:00The Happiest Baby in the World!<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<i><span style="font-family: Georgia, 'Times New Roman', serif;">This is why we call Blaize the happiest and sweetest baby in the world!</span></i></div>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-2076802754321656392012-06-05T12:45:00.002-07:002012-06-05T12:45:48.587-07:00Graduation Day<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Check out my latest article for MOPS International entitled "Graduation Day"! <a href="http://www.mops.org/page.php?pageid=3219&srctype=search&src=katherine_craddock">http://www.mops.org/page.php?pageid=3219&srctype=search&src=katherine_craddock</a>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-60577784508258497312012-06-04T08:02:00.001-07:002012-06-04T08:02:34.597-07:00An (Amazingly Good) Onomatopoeia Poem by Katie<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Classtime<br />
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by Katie Elizabeth Craddock, Age 8<br />
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In the class, we do work.<br />
SCRATCH SCRATCH<br />
Go the erasers on the math test.<br />
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Now it is time for writing.<br />
People zip like race cars to get<br />
Paper ... before it is all gone.<br />
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Time for lunch<br />
SCREECH! Go the shoes to line up.<br />
Slam! Go the doors of the cafeteria.<br />
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Munch! Sip! <br />
Slurp! Smack!<br />
Is the sound of the eating children.<br />
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Drip. Drop. <br />
Goes the kitchen sink.<br />
PLOP! Goes the spilling yogurt.<br />
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Ding dong! Goes the dismissal bell.<br />
Yaaaaaay!!!! <br />
Time to go home!<br />
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<br />Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-40584939301445625932012-04-04T08:46:00.003-07:002012-04-04T08:55:55.867-07:00Book of Colt, Chapter 5, Verse 6.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtV0VyR1nF276bRsQ1hyUbTEyaSXHVZdL2DETMhixqtOeRigw6nlgOQeGt5tbJpIbI2sa0OY0a-qWJECsCmS1ZlYRcPJyseH8jypx0yh0olElo1Qdl69pAzV8_OgRE7r-87oRA_NMedUe8/s1600/Summer2010+007.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjtV0VyR1nF276bRsQ1hyUbTEyaSXHVZdL2DETMhixqtOeRigw6nlgOQeGt5tbJpIbI2sa0OY0a-qWJECsCmS1ZlYRcPJyseH8jypx0yh0olElo1Qdl69pAzV8_OgRE7r-87oRA_NMedUe8/s400/Summer2010+007.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5727574583893679602" /></a><br />Theological debate held over lunch today, while doling out lunch.<br /><br />Colt: "Mom! Mom!"<br /><br />Me: "Colt, just let me give you your lunch."<br /><br />Colt: "But I want to tell you something."<br /><br />(I do NOT agree to listen, but, undetered in his evangelism, Colt forges on anyway).<br /><br />Colt: "It's like we are the food, and if God eats us, then we are with Him always."<br /><br />Me: "Um ..."<br /><br />Colt: "But if Satan eats us, then we belong to Satan."<br /><br />Me (emphatically): "No. No, Colt, that's not how it works."<br /><br />Colt (equally emphatically): "Yes it is, mom."<br /><br />Who is theologically correct? Colt, or me? Has Satan eaten you, or has God? Discuss.Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-83606176763193766822012-04-04T08:44:00.002-07:002012-04-04T08:46:36.379-07:00Son of a Preacher Man (Book of Colt 16:42)<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwhAHTTx23oDLBj3A9-90HbJp4fr2Ije16jx9gLAiYQK0E9yitJ6-wkP9wlsQ92IaE8IWbImPEppqNO7uOPE_Sxt0P4knopzJ8zbEcDUmUX3Vm33huwbQw2VUtFXAeXeF79Tix3Afkq4pG/s1600/FallandWinter2011+099.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhwhAHTTx23oDLBj3A9-90HbJp4fr2Ije16jx9gLAiYQK0E9yitJ6-wkP9wlsQ92IaE8IWbImPEppqNO7uOPE_Sxt0P4knopzJ8zbEcDUmUX3Vm33huwbQw2VUtFXAeXeF79Tix3Afkq4pG/s400/FallandWinter2011+099.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5727572401942282978" /></a><br />I nuzzled Katie good night and tucked in her covers. "Good night! I love you!" I whispered.<br /><br />"Mom! Mom!" Colt shouted from the other room. I sighed a deep sigh (Colt has a LOT of questions about life and the world).<br /><br />"When I grow up I want to be two things: a pastor AND a police officer."<br /><br />At first, I blew his pronouncement off. But then, I was suddenly struck to the core. What if my son was destined to be a preacher man like his father and his grandfather (and his great-grandfather and his great-great grandfather and even his GREAT GREAT GREAT GRANDFATHER)? The inquisitive mind, the care and concern for others, the obsession with the great theological questions of life (even if often times heretical in conclusion). Might God be calling my little boy into the ministry?<br /><br />I rushed to his side and sunk to my knees. I poured out a prayer of blessing over him, and prayed with all my heart that if God were calling Colt to become a pastor, that He would give us wisdom.<br /><br />"Dear God," Colt sweetly prayed. "If you want me to be a pastor, just show me who to tell about Jesus, and I'll go and tell them." (Katherine's heart melts).<br /><br />Beautiful. Pure. True. And yet ... there was just ONE tiny detail I was forgetting/omitting. You know, that whole pastor AND a police officer thing. But did Colt forget? NooOOOOoo. Colt doesn't forget ANYTHING.<br /><br />Fast-forward to day two, three boys and one mom packed in a minivan on a Costco run.<br /><br />"Mom!" Colt piped up excitedly. "When I grow up and am a pastor and a police officer, maybe whenever I see bad guys, I can put them in my police car. And then, on the way to jail, I can tell them about Jesus."<br /><br />So far so good. But then, Colt just couldn't resist quoting from Chapter 16, verse 42 of the Book of Colt:<br /><br />"And then, if they ask Jesus into their hearts, and PINKIE-SWEAR to never do bad things again, I'll let them go!"<br /><br />Sigh.Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-25389175015938237342012-04-02T22:09:00.002-07:002012-04-02T22:13:48.718-07:00Grounded<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIMGr7ocnV_G5XrCJr9zuSLwk9esBYq9Dyup3wdQ98L_ZsG5ZDMdeE8TIbOl_pGQFxK_rF4pxW-XLL8RvZKGwfPae_MEhGqsB9uttKiDAnbYaMAlLAEDcV6UI3kq5uT4RyjcHF8dG6nl6X/s1600/Summer2010+140.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIMGr7ocnV_G5XrCJr9zuSLwk9esBYq9Dyup3wdQ98L_ZsG5ZDMdeE8TIbOl_pGQFxK_rF4pxW-XLL8RvZKGwfPae_MEhGqsB9uttKiDAnbYaMAlLAEDcV6UI3kq5uT4RyjcHF8dG6nl6X/s400/Summer2010+140.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5727038193454058946" /></a><br />My two oldest children sprinted forward along the breathtaking sandstone cliffs of La Jolla, my husband walking briskly behind them. But me? I trailed far behind at a painfully slow pace, dragging my reluctant two-year-old by the hand. “Come on, Christian!” I growled. “Hurry, hurry!” <br /><br />Why did I get stuck in the back? I grumbled. I always end up with the caboose.<br /><br />But as I matched my steps with his painfully slow baby totters, I started to notice things. The salty breeze. The cries of the gulls. The crash of the waves against the coast. The tiny flowers nestled in cactus leaves.<br /><br />Before I had kids, I lived life at full throttle. Always pushing, always achieving. Straight As? Check. College done in 3 years? Check. Engaged at 20, married by 21, homeowner by 23. Surging forward to what was next. <br /><br />During that time I asked my grandmother – now happily married for over 67 years (and counting!) – when she stopped living in the future. “When I had my second child,” she replied.<br /><br />It is now, happily weighed down with four young children, that I know why. Little hands, pulling us back, anchor us to the present and remind us to savor the now. Because what my stumbling two year old knew that I did not, was that moment, walking on the beach at La Jolla, his little fingers clasped in mine, will never come again. And I almost missed it.Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-27223355748502958562012-02-27T07:24:00.004-08:002012-02-27T07:57:00.183-08:00The Gift of a Son<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWuNNvrDIVmBA09Y6NSPlFsD9Z9VTOy39OM6xaztaRWdeneOVLYHjWY29FIbRNoOLVRFla2hoSlT86_k7r1JOv5VRT18EXn2eGCz20uMAlnui5yoyQPreiAZjLUCO2nzLblEgqrX88lIJN/s1600/Oct09-March10+146.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgWuNNvrDIVmBA09Y6NSPlFsD9Z9VTOy39OM6xaztaRWdeneOVLYHjWY29FIbRNoOLVRFla2hoSlT86_k7r1JOv5VRT18EXn2eGCz20uMAlnui5yoyQPreiAZjLUCO2nzLblEgqrX88lIJN/s400/Oct09-March10+146.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5713844614216613714" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center; "><i>"For God loved the world so much that he gave his one and only Son, so that everyone who believes in Him will not perish but have eternal life." -- John 3:16</i></div><div style="text-align: center; "><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: left;">How would you react if someone gave you their son? What would you do if they gave you their beloved child? One chilly winter morning, my husband and I sat across a table in a public library from a young woman who was giving us her newborn son through adoption. She was about to entrust him to our care for the rest of his life.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I thought I would cry; instead, I was stunned by the magnitude of the woman's selfless act. What does one say to someone who has give a gift of such immense magnitude? How can one truly fathom the depth of that sacrifice, or comprehend the full power of such a love?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">I sat in silence and listened as she described the pain that led to this difficult choice. I watched as she held back tears and recalled the last time she had held her child. I saw her struggle to capture the depth of her love for her little boy with mere words. "Time to go," announced the social worker. Already? Now? Just like that?</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">In less than an hour, an amazing transaction had taken place. Two moms parted with one last embrace, and a transfer of love occurred. I fumbled for something brilliant to say, but no Hallmark moment came to mind.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">"Thank you," I said at last. The phrase sounded awkward and pathetic. I had just been given a human life. I felt so unworthy. </div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">Our joy came at a terrible price. No money could repay our debt; no words could heal her loss. Yet, every day, we could choose to love her son with all our hearts, souls, minds, and strength. In doing so, we would honor the giver of this most precious gift. So, we made a promise, sealed our commitment with signatures on a dotted line, and welcomed our son into our hearts for eternity.</div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>Never forget that our JOY in this world comes from the greatest, most powerful gift of all -- the gift of a Son.</i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i><br /></i></div><div style="text-align: left;"><i>Happy Birthday, Christian!!!</i></div>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-92218567687692454582012-02-23T07:54:00.001-08:002012-02-23T13:23:55.288-08:00For Lily, on her 5th Heavenly Birthday<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiW8xCtmXmAekEDB3lOfBudF_narJW5H_zdQIVYPkc6UKE5ICvJ_Gxmx9_yzieotw3lWk0q7jZQ7xhd4iedRo0I1nFskEtdFWJ73V5U6B8ha1E-w2So3buQ3kPBvrfDuNeXXjCwx77V3ghb/s1600/Oct09-March10+387.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiW8xCtmXmAekEDB3lOfBudF_narJW5H_zdQIVYPkc6UKE5ICvJ_Gxmx9_yzieotw3lWk0q7jZQ7xhd4iedRo0I1nFskEtdFWJ73V5U6B8ha1E-w2So3buQ3kPBvrfDuNeXXjCwx77V3ghb/s400/Oct09-March10+387.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5712364278104740882" /></a><br /><p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva"">Lily (originally written in 2007)<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""><o:p> </o:p></span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; ">Grappling with grief, I rage against God for taking another baby.</span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; ">In my prayers, in tears I demanded that He let her stay.</span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; ">“Not this baby, Lord.”</span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; ">I stated, clenching my teeth in determination.</span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; ">“You can’t have this one.</span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; ">No more babies can die.</span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; ">Enough.”</span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; "> </span><span style="font-family: 'Monotype Corsiva'; font-size: 100%; ">But God, for His reasons and in His omnipotence, ignored my tantrum and my bossiness, and carried out His own perfect plan.</span></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva"">For the past few days, I have been very angry with God. And every time I look at my son, who was three days before Lily and shares her temperament, smile, and eyes, I am afraid. I kept asking myself why your family was chosen. Why your family was had to live through parent’s nightmare.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""> <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva"">But then, I thought about Lily, and the few short hours that I was privileged to spend with her. And I know, from that time I spent with her, that she was one in a million. And that at only 3 months old, God had already uniquely equipped her for the short, intense life that He had planned for her. He knew from the very beginning what Lily’s path was … even when none of us did.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva"">I met Lily at Lindsey White’s funeral. A sad way to meet someone, but Lily wasn’t sad. In fact, Lily was one of the only children that wasn’t sad that day. The sparse room was filled with babies, all laid out on Lily’s colorful blankets (which she happily shared). All of the other babies were fussing and crying, but Lily wasn’t. She was smiling and wriggling on her little blanket. She was calm. She was happy. She was content.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva"">I hoisted her in my lap. I say hoist, because Lily was VERY heavy, like a little lumpy sack of potatoes, in the best sense. “I thought my baby was big!” I crowed. “I can’t believe how big and strong this baby is!” When Brian came to pick Lily up, we proudly handed her to him. Out of all of the babies, she was clearly the favorite, and she was the only baby that I and the other workers paid a compliment to. (I am not one to hand out compliments about babies). “Your baby is so happy,” we said to Brian. “She didn’t cry once. All of the other babies have been screaming and crying this entire time, but not Lily. She is a very special little girl.” Brian smiled, held Lily in one arm, and agreed with us. But none of us yet knew just how special she was.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva"">Some of us study for years to prepare for college. We spend hours in front of a mirror preparing for the prom, or our weddings. There are many things that we believe our children were meant to do. But Lily was never meant to do those things. God prepared her in advance for the good works that she had to do, and she was well equipped. For a brief, shining moment, we all were able to see just how special Lily truly was, and that God’s design for our lives is much greater than we could ever map out.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva"">In that day in that make-shift nursery, I saw all of the character qualities that would enable Lily to face her path. Her smile, her calm, her generosity, her strength. The family that clearly took such joy and pride in being entrusted with such an amazing little girl. That day marked one of the last days before Lily’s diagnosis.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva"">A few days after I had taken my own son in for his monthly check-up, I heard what had transpired at Lily’s. “Not Lily!” I exclaimed. “She’s so big and strong and healthy and happy!” Of all the children in that nursery that day, no one could ever have guessed. But as Lily faced each trial, as I read the Carepages posts and saw her pictures, I was not surprised in the least. Even in intense pain, her character was still the same – in fact, it grew even stronger. I heard that she smiled at doctor’s, and I thought, “That’s Lily. She was so calm. She was so happy, even in all the chaos.” And when I heard that her size helped her in her battle, I smiled. “That’s why God made her so big and strong. He knew all along!” And when I heard that Lily was a fighter, I believed that too. <o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva"">I had never met you all, but I did know Lily. As as her tiny body was broken and bruised, the sweet aroma that was this tiny flower poured out for all to inhale. I never thought that 2 hours of babysitting in the rain would be such a blessing. And I never thought that missing a funeral to take care of a child would be the greater blessing. But it was. Because that morning, wet and late as I was, I got the privilege of meeting an incredible human being. And each day, as I look at my son— Lily’s personality twin— and watch him grow, I will see Lily’s smile in his, and Lily’s joy in his very own big blue eyes. And I will remember to hug longer, speak softer, and kiss fat cheekies more.<o:p></o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""><o:p> </o:p></span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" align="center" style="font-family: Georgia, serif; text-align: center; "><span style="font-family:"Monotype Corsiva""><span>And for my daughter Katie, who met both Baby Lindsey and “Baby Loly” (as she calls her) and prayed for them both, I know that she now has two friends waiting for her in heaven one day, with eternal princess tea parties, sparkly tiaras, and oversized pearl necklaces. With two of her little friends going to heaven in such a short time span, I truly think that she believes that heaven must be an extra special place. And if someone as wonderful as Lily is there, then I ‘m a little less scared to join them.</span><o:p></o:p></span></p>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-87531659279769735622012-02-23T05:08:00.001-08:002012-02-23T13:24:38.474-08:00What's Grosser than Gross?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvDLMDkn8Cd8oTaZ5W9vHyuVc8XUEeCP_w3FDuLE80bnsBSQRfEiGCxYDzCRBpXwcRTz50L2wJiGUAJEHxMY-YRPFet2WZiIxG__-ege2zRkF5u8xvqc3ShcEpQoEiLflU2YxBIHA2WLko/s1600/Oct09-March10+228.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhvDLMDkn8Cd8oTaZ5W9vHyuVc8XUEeCP_w3FDuLE80bnsBSQRfEiGCxYDzCRBpXwcRTz50L2wJiGUAJEHxMY-YRPFet2WZiIxG__-ege2zRkF5u8xvqc3ShcEpQoEiLflU2YxBIHA2WLko/s400/Oct09-March10+228.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5712331945723834178" /></a><div><span style="font-size: 100%; ">When I woke up this morning, the birds chirped. My heart sang.</span></div><div><div><br /></div><div>Sunshine, warmth, gardening awaited. I lay in bed an extra moment or two and thoroughly enjoyed hugs and kisses and smiles from my sweet little baby.<div><br /></div><div>But then, I got up and went down the hall.</div><div><br /></div><div>(End magical dream sequence).</div><div><br /></div><div>Which leads us to our topic of the day -- WHAT'S GROSSER THAN GROSS?</div><div><br /></div><div>To help you determine the answer, I will give you a few examples of yucky, but endearing:</div><div><br /></div><div>1) A child's first birthday cake.</div><div>2) When Colt ate ladybugs by the fistful at Rockbridge as a baby.</div><div>3) <span>A child who goes elbow deep into a jar of peanut butter and smears it all over his hands and face and hair.</span></div><div><span>4) Not one, not two, but THREE exploded diapers in my washing machine.</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>These are the things that you fondly remember with a laugh and a smile, and maybe a photo or two. No, no. I am not talking about yucky. I am not even talking about the truly GROSS, which includes:</span></div><div><br /></div><div><span>1) A son who routinely takes rotting pears off your pear tree and stores them in the couch for "later" and then eats them for snacks. This same son has no qualms about eating the rotting pears left on the ground that the maggots have already decided are too disgusting to eat.</span></div><div><span>2) Come to think of it, anything involving maggots.</span></div><div><span>3) Baby poop explosions, in any form. Including ones that go up to the neck or even in the hair.</span></div><div><span>4) When Chris Craddock gags and pukes because someone else has puked.</span></div><div><span>5) Children who puke in the middle of Starbucks. Or right on the middle of their plates in IHOP. Or (more recently), yak up their pancakes in the Rockbridge Dining Hall.</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>I could go on, and on, and on, and on. These, my friends, are examples of the truly gross. But are they grosser than gross? No, no, my dears. These are bush league. </span><span>Which brings us back to the original question: WHAT'S GROSSER THAN GROSS?</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>Yesterday, I thought I'd found the answer. In fact, it is so gross that I must admit I still haven't faced it yet. You know that little plastic doohickey that holds the toilet paper roll? Well SOMEONE (who's identity will remain anonymous to protect the guilty) dropped it into a murky bowl of poop soup. And now that doohickey is stuck -- not visible to the human eye -- in the toilet bowl hole. And today, SOMEBODY (me) is going to have to fish it out. Most likely with my hands.</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div>"KATIE!" I screamed to my only fellow female, and last sane, neat person in the house. "WE NEED MORE GIRLS!!!!"</div><div><br /></div><div>GAH!!!!</div><div><span><br /></span></div><div><span>I was actually going to post that yesterday, under this same title. But then, as is normal for any parent of multiple boys, things got even grosser. You see, at 4:30 a.m. this morning, as I was changing Blaize's 5th poop explosion of the day (gross), I noticed something odd. The hall bathroom light was on. I checked in on the children, but they were all asleep in the darkness of their rooms. "Hmm," I thought. "Colt must have been sleepwalking again." I turned off the light, changedandwipedandfedthepoopybaby, and thought of the incident no more.</span></div><div><span><br /></span></div><div>That is, until I merrily skipped back down the hallway this morning. (Note: There are no accompanying photos for this fiasco, as the reality is truly GROSSER THAN GROSS).</div><div><br /></div><div>Poop on the carpets. Poop on underwear. Poop on pants. Poop on multiple articles of clothing used as "wipes." A poop trail down the wood floors. Poop on the bathroom tiles. Poop smeared on the toilet seat. Poop encrusted on the feet and legs of the midnight offender (who also shall remain nameless to protect the guilty). Ah, yes. The mother of all grossness. The bane of every mother and father's existence. POOP ART.</div><div><br /></div><div>All this from the same child (a boy, of course), to whom I once frantically shouted, "Don't eat the poop! Don't eat the poop!" when he just had to have a taste of the brown goodies he had discovered in his diaper. (And, if you are wondering, he DID eat the poop).</div><div><br /></div><div>So today, I blog. Barricaded in my room. Writing in the hopes that in a few minutes I will rise to face my deepest, most-gag-worthy grossness fears and clean up yet another disgusting mess created by little boys.</div><div><br /></div><div>And, I know, this is only the beginning. There will be more yuckiness, more grossness, and even more grosser than grossness to come in my life. And I shall stand strong, and I shall clean it up. Because I am a MOM, and we can roll like that.</div><div><br /></div><div>Besides -- what I know -- and what I have not shared here even under the category of "Grosser than Gross", is that I have already faced the unimaginable and triumphed.</div><div><br /></div><div>By far THE GROSSEST thing I have ever had to witness or clean up in my LIFETIME shall forever be named the TERRIBLE AWFUL. The terrible awful is so disgusting and repulsive that just thinking about it makes me gag. It is so nasty, that only 3 other people in this world know what it was. And it is something that I can never, never post. Intrigued? Too bad. It will just have to irritate you, "like a splinter in your brain." Because we'll never tell.</div><div><br /></div><div>What is the grossest thing you have had to face as a mom, dad, or pet owner?</div></div></div>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-42762116955785751922012-02-15T12:33:00.001-08:002012-02-15T12:33:39.369-08:00<span > <a href="http://amazima.org"> <center><img src="http://i226.photobucket.com/albums/dd166/orangecj78/Amazblgbdg-1.jpg" /></center></a> </span>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-66345349828443414192012-02-11T05:08:00.001-08:002012-02-11T06:39:53.861-08:00Love Advice from the Craddock Children<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7uxDOGBWpYVAJGaNdr68o3rXP2MPt9H49fsl0UKNYDJTsEuCKwu_I0FfucZgwKpZfa1_tXwHwNAnkOwNYUXo41Puu3JC6ByHDR076RCrXprMLeZOIjlEexecmppydjVONF4d_3dW7wFK_/s1600/Oct09-March10+281.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg7uxDOGBWpYVAJGaNdr68o3rXP2MPt9H49fsl0UKNYDJTsEuCKwu_I0FfucZgwKpZfa1_tXwHwNAnkOwNYUXo41Puu3JC6ByHDR076RCrXprMLeZOIjlEexecmppydjVONF4d_3dW7wFK_/s400/Oct09-March10+281.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5707887495985328690" /></a><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><br /><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; font-style: normal; ">In honor of Valentine's Day, here are some golden nuggets of wisdom from Katie (almost 8) and Colt (5 1/2) on Love, Marriage, Dating and Relationships.</div><b style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; font-style: normal; "><div><b><br /></b></div>What is love?</b><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-variant: normal; line-height: normal; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; "><br /></span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; line-height: normal; font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; ">"<i>Love is when you really like somebody but you don't just like them, you like them so so much that it's like quadruple like</i>." -- Katie</span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; line-height: normal; font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; "><br /></span></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; line-height: normal; font-weight: normal; "><div><b>What is marriage?</b></div><div><br /></div><div>"<i>If you go to a wedding and two people are there in the middle of the road and all the people are gathered not in the road, then those two people are married.</i>" -- Colt</div></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-variant: normal; line-height: normal; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-variant: normal; line-height: normal; font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><b style="font-size: 100%; ">How do you know when people are in love?</b></div><div style="font-family: Georgia, serif; font-size: 100%; font-style: normal; font-variant: normal; font-weight: normal; line-height: normal; "><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; "><br /></span></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; ">"</span><i style="font-size: 100%; ">When they spend so much time together and they go to the movies, go on dates, and talk a lot.</i><span style="font-size: 100%; ">" -- Katie </span></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b><br /></b></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b style="font-size: 100%; ">What are your beauty tips for women?</b></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; "><br /></span></div><div style="font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; ">"<i>First sometimes you put on makeup, sometimes you don't need to. Sometimes you need to fix your hair like brush it, put it in a ponytail, put hair clips in it, stuff like that</i>." -- Katie</span></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>Girls should get dresses on and look like they are fancy and like they are from a different place they are not from.</i>" -- Colt</div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b>What are your style tips for men?</b></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>Dress nicely and fix your hair nice. If you look good without a beard, shave your beard if you have one. If you look good with a beard and you have one don't shave it. You should brush your hair nice if it is all crazy and get it cut nice if it is too long. Also, you should get nice shoes</i>." -- Katie</div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>Get dressed good. You have to get your clothes on. Cut your hair if it is so long.</i>" -- Colt</div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b>How do you know that mommy and daddy are in love?</b></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b><br /></b></div><div style="font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; ">"<i>You kiss each other good bye and you love each other and talk to each other nice and help each other. And sometimes you get in fights, but mostly you help each other look good</i>." -- Katie</span></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b>What Mom and Dad have in common?</b></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>You both drive a car</i>." -- Colt</div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>I know lots of things! 1) Drive a car. 2) Play soccer. 3) Have birthdays. 4) Have faces. 5)Help each other do chores. 6) Play with the children.</i>" -- Katie</div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b>How do you make someone fall in love with you?</b></div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>Get very handsome. And if you aren't handsome, get handsomer.</i>" -- Colt</div><div style="font-style: normal; font-weight: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-weight: normal; "><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>Be very sweet. Sometimes even give them presents. Look handsome or beautiful.</i>" -- Katie</div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b><br /></b></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b><br /></b></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; "><b>What to do when you realize your date isn't "the one"</b></span></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; "><b><br /></b></span></div><div><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>You just say, "Uh, sorry, but you're not really the right person for me and I just noticed that. But we can still be friends!</i>" -- Katie</div><div style="font-style: normal; "><br /></div><div><span style="font-style: normal; "> "</span><i>Sorry, but I can't marry you</i>." -- Colt</div><div style="font-style: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; "><b><br /></b></span></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b style="font-size: 100%; ">If you wrote a love song, what what you call it?</b></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; "><br /></span></div><div><span style="font-size: 100%; ">"<i>I Love You, Baby</i>" -- Katie</span></div><div><span style="font-size: 100%; ">"<i>I Love You Sweetheart</i>" -- Colt</span></div><div><span style="font-size: 100%; ">"<i>I'm Just Still Hungry</i>" -- Christian</span></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; "><br /></span></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b style="font-size: 100%; ">How many children do you want to have, and why?</b></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b><br /></b></div><div><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>I want to have eighteen children. Nine girls, nine boys. And I want to have them because I like children and I love cute babies. And I like children to help me</i>." -- Katie</div><div style="font-style: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; "><br /></span></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><span style="font-size: 100%; ">"</span><i style="font-size: 100%; ">I want to have six. Three girls and three boys. So it can be fair</i><span style="font-size: 100%; ">." -- Colt</span></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><br /></div><div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b>What are you looking for in a husband?</b></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b><br /></b></div><div>"<i>I would like a sweet, kindhearted husband that really loves me that is sweet and handsome, loves God, is a preacher, works hard and is not lazy, helps me take care of my kids and not be like, 'Do all this kid work yourself,' and helps me a lot</i>." -- Katie</div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b><br /></b></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b>What are you looking for in a wife?</b></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b><br /></b></div><div><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>I want my wife to be a girl that goes to church and has Jesus in her heart and prays and helps other people</i>." -- Colt</div></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b>Last advice on love?</b></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b><br /></b></div><div><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>Be careful of what you do and say, because you might say or do the wrong thing and then the person might not like you or think you are gross if it is something gross</i>." -- Katie</div><div style="font-style: normal; "><br /></div><div><span style="font-style: normal; ">"</span><i>You may only obey God's or Jesus' laws. Because God's love is gooder and Jesus' love is gooder than anybody's love in the whole, wide world.</i>"<i> </i> -- Colt</div><div style="font-style: normal; "><br /></div><div style="font-style: normal; "><b><br /></b></div></div>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-29544104459951142722012-02-05T19:02:00.000-08:002012-02-05T19:14:53.083-08:00Super Bowl Sunday and The Book of Colt<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglQ2zb8wljlORMUeViOouk0gP1EeTFyy35eSwi0Y-dwNM6NW1fdwMot31964F6X_LwMx1tRfNjgnv_fGzhraRIsCDeYmgp-qZBW8fpQPlH2xfJoKNJ4bvhQssVr3Ulu4jQhJHgALQQoTE_/s1600/BabyColtie.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 389px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEglQ2zb8wljlORMUeViOouk0gP1EeTFyy35eSwi0Y-dwNM6NW1fdwMot31964F6X_LwMx1tRfNjgnv_fGzhraRIsCDeYmgp-qZBW8fpQPlH2xfJoKNJ4bvhQssVr3Ulu4jQhJHgALQQoTE_/s400/BabyColtie.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5705854643078610162" /></a><br />Every son often, our five-year-old son Colt graces us with his astounding theological acumen. <div><br /></div><div>His observations are so profoundly heretical, so forcefully asserted as truth, that we have concluded that he has started his very own new world religion. It's guidebook?</div><div><div><br /></div><div>The Book of Colt.</div><div><br /></div><div>(So far Colt has just one disciple -- his younger brother Christian. But I'll expound on that chapter another time). </div><div><br /></div><div>Just last weekend in fact, as I was quizzing Colt about what he learned in Sunday School. </div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div>The result was this amazing revelation from the Book of Colt, Chapter 6, verse 2. </div><div><br /></div><div>The exchange went something like this:</div><div><br /></div><div><div>Me: "Colt, what did you learn in Sunday School?"</div><div><br /></div><div>Colt: "I learned that the Super Bowl is next week, but the Patriots are cheaters."</div><div><br /></div><div>Me: "Who told you that?"</div><div><br /></div><div>Colt: "My Sunday School teacher, Alyssa White."</div><div><br /></div><div>Me: "So who are you rooting for in the Super Bowl?" </div><div><br /></div><div>Colt: "The Patriots." </div><div><br /></div><div>Me: "What? Why?" </div><div><br /></div><div>Colt: "Because they cheat." </div><div><br /></div><div>You can't argue with that kind of logic. You just can't. Hmm. Maybe Brother Christian is on to something ...</div><div><br /></div></div></div>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-34734615810966732712012-01-30T13:07:00.000-08:002012-01-30T13:14:41.570-08:00A Garden Poem<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifufmNCtTLTeGi6MrFvO525jfYXvWWfL6ohyphenhyphenVj5YqR9DL9IQPVk62kYxhD6n_-q7yYQ8f4ise8N6C5zPKe2UGp83st58UXhbapBVdvKQLH1ZInY0fFxpyf8Sfbo6AD0ecmh51mm7ZGioJ9/s1600/Summer2011+478.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEifufmNCtTLTeGi6MrFvO525jfYXvWWfL6ohyphenhyphenVj5YqR9DL9IQPVk62kYxhD6n_-q7yYQ8f4ise8N6C5zPKe2UGp83st58UXhbapBVdvKQLH1ZInY0fFxpyf8Sfbo6AD0ecmh51mm7ZGioJ9/s400/Summer2011+478.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5703535643577068050" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">"A Garden Poem" </div><div style="text-align: center;">by Katherine Craddock</div><div><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Oh! How I long for heaven!</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Deep breaths of holly blossoms</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">And crushed mint under bare toes.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Children laughing, chasing butterflies down</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Ordered gravel pathways among quiet waving ferns.</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">*****</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">But today, I do battle against the weeds.</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">The thorns and vines and thistles and mud choke </p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Disordered bouquets with tears and chaos,</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Stains and prickles smothered by the stench of</p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Wet, damp decay.</p><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">*****</p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: center;">Oh, how I long for heaven.</p></div>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-61510296439720708252012-01-29T18:59:00.000-08:002012-01-29T19:07:28.426-08:00Sulphite/Salicylate-Free Apple Quick Bread<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4LO0bLW8Z1S6itiRQDxv4uwBZttl34MLZ794P_Vd3Rtev2-PLMSmd0mdQUWP2IU33CQo_5TVuiX1fuqvWHwB1CnxQa7xmeedaNgUsF-MddUfsRxHO56J6_1YaU7zxknxXHhVMC9y5ivit/s1600/FallandWinter2011+316.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4LO0bLW8Z1S6itiRQDxv4uwBZttl34MLZ794P_Vd3Rtev2-PLMSmd0mdQUWP2IU33CQo_5TVuiX1fuqvWHwB1CnxQa7xmeedaNgUsF-MddUfsRxHO56J6_1YaU7zxknxXHhVMC9y5ivit/s400/FallandWinter2011+316.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5703256054518254034" /></a><br />I'm mostly just posting these recipes so that I can find them quickly! But if you have weirdo sulphite/salicylate food allergies (intolerances?) like me and are looking for some decent tasting (emphasis on decent), healthy alternatives, enjoy!<div><br /></div><div><h2 style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 22px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Sulphite/Salicylate-Free Apple Quick Bread </h2><p style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">3 cups all-purpose flour<br />1 teaspoon baking soda<br />1⁄2 teaspoon baking powder<br />1 teaspoon salt<br />1 1⁄2 cups milk<br />1 cup agave<br />1 Mashed Banana<br />1 tablespoon vanilla<br />2 cups peeled and finely diced tart apples<br /><br /></p><p style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Heat oven to 350°F.</p><p style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">In medium bowl, combine flour, baking soda, baking powder and salt. Set aside.</p><p style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">In large bowl, whisk together milk, agave, mashed banana and vanilla. Fold in dry ingredients until just blended. Stir in apples.</p><p style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Divide batter between two greased 9-by-5-inch loaf pans and bake for about 45 minutes, or until toothpick inserted in center comes out clean.</p><p style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif; font-size: 12px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Cool in pans for 15 minutes, then turn out and cool completely on wire rack. Serve with butter if desired. Yields 2 loaves.</p><span ><span style="font-size: 12px;"><br /></span></span></div>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-56910672253795343382012-01-27T16:19:00.000-08:002012-01-27T16:29:33.113-08:00Kryptonite and the Cross<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRnTa19UOmjcoWRoaLOGQrrnOv5EppbE3Ait2MpWk9oxZHlcnTFI1sbpwOXpEFSPlzi-o2BteJ6XGuiZCMt1aU53oCFZaMSIp1cDkiMvCq94WxZiknf8C7DxSAG1Tbr4ocRxXEpOIYTlFC/s1600/Oct09-March10+186.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 266px; height: 400px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjRnTa19UOmjcoWRoaLOGQrrnOv5EppbE3Ait2MpWk9oxZHlcnTFI1sbpwOXpEFSPlzi-o2BteJ6XGuiZCMt1aU53oCFZaMSIp1cDkiMvCq94WxZiknf8C7DxSAG1Tbr4ocRxXEpOIYTlFC/s400/Oct09-March10+186.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5702473168702082210" /></a><p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent:.5in">“Excuse me, Mommy.” </p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span> </o:p><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">“Yes, Katie.” I nuzzled my three-year-old’s soft blond hair as cuddled her to sleep.</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent:.5in"><o:p> </o:p><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">“Is Clark Kent-Superman like Jesus?”</span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; "> </span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">My drowsy eyes popped open.</span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; "> </span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">Where does she get these ideas?</span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; "> </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent:.5in"><o:p> </o:p><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">(Um, I don’t know.</span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; "> </span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">Probably from all of the Smallville marathons we have subjected her to since birth. Tom Welling, if you are out there, Chris and I think that we would make great best friends for you and your wife. But I digress ...) </span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> <span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span> </o:p><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">“Yes!” I exclaimed, much louder than a whisper.</span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; "> </span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">“You’re right!</span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; "> </span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">Clark Kent Superman </span><i style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">is </i><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">just like Jesus!</span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; "> </span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">He’s strong and powerful and brave – and even though he had all of those powers, he came down to earth …”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent:.5in"><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">“To save us from the bad guys?”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal" style="text-indent:.5in"><o:p> </o:p><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">“That’s right,” I said, pulling her tight.</span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; "> </span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">“Jesus came to the earth to save us.</span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; "> </span><span style="text-indent: 0.5in; ">Just like Clark Kent-Superman.”</span></p> <p class="MsoNormal"><o:p> </o:p><i>Tonight, as you tuck your own babies to sleep, ask Jesus to reveal Himself to you and your children – and don’t be surprised when He does!</i></p>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-18046092523034175662012-01-25T10:25:00.001-08:002012-01-29T19:08:08.607-08:00Sulphite/Salicylate-Free Oatmeal Carob Cookies<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh5h9SlQYwpUWl1oFDYeFWLEEVDgH1HI8p8Ad9yxJoFTbRD_x43YU9z5LH-WMxW8he0eHFT3HqMd-ZhnS3v21RC8ZtIEgqSJnvuJEpYDh-VTc_WmKT25je-UFVGPA2LpDtonNGy3M4j_4ZG/s1600/Summer2011+543.JPG"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 300px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh5h9SlQYwpUWl1oFDYeFWLEEVDgH1HI8p8Ad9yxJoFTbRD_x43YU9z5LH-WMxW8he0eHFT3HqMd-ZhnS3v21RC8ZtIEgqSJnvuJEpYDh-VTc_WmKT25je-UFVGPA2LpDtonNGy3M4j_4ZG/s400/Summer2011+543.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5701639562458235714" /></a><br />Yessssssssssssssss. Finally a cookie recipe that I can eat! (And it passed the 3 little chef taste test). For all those of you with weirdo allergies/intolerance or just looking for a healthy sweet, here it is:<div><br /></div><div>YoungLifeHouse Oatmeal Carob Cookies</div><div><br /></div><div><h3 class="post-title entry-title" style="margin-top: 0.25em; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0px; margin-left: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-right: 0px; padding-bottom: 4px; padding-left: 0px; font-size: 18px; font-weight: normal; line-height: 1.4em; color: rgb(124, 0, 57); background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); "><u style="font-size: 13px; line-height: 1.6em; ">Ingredients:</u></h3><div class="post-body entry-content" id="post-body-3401408171008781014" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; font-size: 13px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">- 1 cup quick-cooking rolled gluten-free oats (just put that part in there if you have gluten issues)<br />- 1 cup unbleached all-purpose flour<br />- ⅓ cup organic can sugar<br />- 2 tsp. baking powder<br />- 1 tsp. baking soda<br />- ¼ tsp. fine sea salt<br />- ⅓ cup agave syrup<br />- ½ cup safflower/vegetable/olive oil<br />- 1 tsp. vanilla extract<br />- ¼ cup carob chips<br /><br /><u>Instructions:</u><br />- Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F.<br />- Combine the oats, flour, sugar, baking powder, baking soda, and salt in a large bowl. In a separate bowl, combine the agave, oil and vanilla extract. Add the wet ingredients to the dry ingredients, and stir to combine. Fold in the dried fruit.<br />- Using your hands, roll tablespoon-size scoops of dough into balls. Place the balls onto the prepared baking sheet and press down slightly on the balls to flatten the tops. Bake for 8 to 12 minutes or until lightly browned. Transfer cookies to a baking rack to cool completely.<br />- If you don't have weirdo allergies like me, you can substitute in real chocolate chips or add 1 tsp. of cinnamon.</div></div><div class="post-body entry-content" id="post-body-3401408171008781014" style="margin-top: 0px; margin-right: 0px; margin-bottom: 0.75em; margin-left: 0px; line-height: 1.6em; font-size: 13px; background-color: rgb(255, 255, 255); ">Hey, they're not toll house Chocolate Chip cookies, but these are still pretty delicious (and you can eat the batter straight from the bowl without salmonella fears). YUM!</div>Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-48137376097986160722012-01-22T19:02:00.000-08:002012-01-22T19:21:27.042-08:00The Most Epic Mess Ever!<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1_3XYlE4iJ4bkMYWYQv4fdC2Wdreh9swqLy74kYkudS5qI1DSrAw5KZs7GVYVDF8KgoBM0IlDjWN_YXd6xcaXut3BfmvQdYNyeQdHp552nfxydDA-4gb9KU7YGldle5nh0j2GMNw7SaXh/s1600/Dec10toApril10+137.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1_3XYlE4iJ4bkMYWYQv4fdC2Wdreh9swqLy74kYkudS5qI1DSrAw5KZs7GVYVDF8KgoBM0IlDjWN_YXd6xcaXut3BfmvQdYNyeQdHp552nfxydDA-4gb9KU7YGldle5nh0j2GMNw7SaXh/s400/Dec10toApril10+137.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5700661888798809490" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh22UBBsxPcU8yijEXX686lsyQoPGdDzi2o73R8Aedg_RDzZru5aGzJMXmIJJ8EBvsgJQXbZOOtkZ4IpYJYuznTY0kJ57Xy6UM8O5uPJMfE1TpA6hhCNhhZPmGsnBKS3khxlylJtgOI6xgk/s1600/Dec10toApril10+135.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh22UBBsxPcU8yijEXX686lsyQoPGdDzi2o73R8Aedg_RDzZru5aGzJMXmIJJ8EBvsgJQXbZOOtkZ4IpYJYuznTY0kJ57Xy6UM8O5uPJMfE1TpA6hhCNhhZPmGsnBKS3khxlylJtgOI6xgk/s400/Dec10toApril10+135.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5700661607521461426" /></a><br /><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEha3Mdtf98UtRhGgfFc6Dsn8MsewmMIbT_HS-Q66u9JxIt4kcWWoDm69gyool-RnPZaOzjfFwt2L97HezURrF0kjkr6YQuH3zqmMbh584zCMlZW39bgQdmvf37V4M_My4iHMHy-QAxJjSrx/s1600/Dec10toApril10+133.jpg"><img style="cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 400px; height: 266px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEha3Mdtf98UtRhGgfFc6Dsn8MsewmMIbT_HS-Q66u9JxIt4kcWWoDm69gyool-RnPZaOzjfFwt2L97HezURrF0kjkr6YQuH3zqmMbh584zCMlZW39bgQdmvf37V4M_My4iHMHy-QAxJjSrx/s400/Dec10toApril10+133.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5700661456595943778" /></a><br /><br />It was a rookie mistake. For 15 minutes, I actually closed my bathroom door and TOOK A SHOWER. My three children (at the time) were all older then … what could possibly happen in 15 minutes?<br /><br />A rice parade, that’s what.<br /><br />“Mooooommmm!” my oldest daughter bellowed. “Christian exploded a bag of rice!” That’s fine, I thought to myself. How bad could it be? We’ll just vacuum it up.<br />“Get the vacuum!” I bellowed back, drying my hair. Half dressed, I opened the bathroom door and peered into my bedroom. Thousands of grains of rice were scattered all over the hardwood floor.<br /><br />I heard the vacuum, but it was coming from down the hall. Hmm. That’s funny.<br /><br />Or not …<br /><br />Rice in my bedroom. Rice in my sitting room. Rice on the landing. Rice down the hall. I finally reached the noise of the busy vacuum, sucking up hundreds of grains of rice a second. Rice in the nursery. The children were clustered around, doing their best to vacuum the carpet. “But wait, Mom!” my daughter shook her head. “There’s more!”<br /><br />Christian had dumped rice down the stairs and into the lobby. At this point, I knew I had to take pictures of the chaos – so I tiptoed downstairs to get my camera. Surely the carnage must have ended in the lobby! Nope. Rice in the library. Rice in the kitchen. Rice in the dining room. FOURTEEN ROOMS of my not-small-house covered in rice.<br /><br />Needless to say, any plans for the day were out the door. I spent the entire rest of the day (and several days after), painstakingly vacuuming, sweeping, and mopping up rice.<br /><br />So now, three years later, what was the amazing lesson I learned from the rice parade?<br /><br />I guess it is that no matter how hard you try to control and schedule your life, everyone needs to take a break sometimes. I mean, we all need showers! (Some more than others). And sometimes, because we can’t be on guard 24/7, bad crazy things just happen. (Well, A LOT of times, if you have wild, fun little kids in your life).<br /><br />The important thing is to face the reality of the situation, and that it is your job to clean up the mess. And it might be long, and hard, and frustrating, and sad. And it might derail your current plans for the day. Or days. Or months. Or years. But in the end, inexplicably, (hopefully!) you are left not with the memory of hours spent vacuuming up tiny grains of rice, but rather the memory of the survival of a significant life challenge. And then – at long last – you smile.<br /><br />(At least, that’s what I think I learned ... to be honest, I mostly just wanted to post this story so you could commiserate with me over the amazingness that was this epic disaster. Ha!)Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-52916284545608318962011-12-27T08:56:00.000-08:002011-12-27T09:26:36.260-08:00The Christmas Angel<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8gIdBWjbLlhtFiZLUizMtP5mIv8Jf02F3gLNV-Oi452ZlNiyW7p-sYOatu6Jk6WoCUrrDzT6goDkdr-F4DjnobK8UohK908yb1gxkwKf4EAJiezxwNZUWko7fPByEoQJm28nUCab6UP2K/s1600/KatieColtSanta.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEh8gIdBWjbLlhtFiZLUizMtP5mIv8Jf02F3gLNV-Oi452ZlNiyW7p-sYOatu6Jk6WoCUrrDzT6goDkdr-F4DjnobK8UohK908yb1gxkwKf4EAJiezxwNZUWko7fPByEoQJm28nUCab6UP2K/s320/KatieColtSanta.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5690860500718372514" /></a><br />“Do not forget to entertain strangers, for by so doing <br />some people have entertained angels without knowing it.” <br />– Hebrews 13:2<br /><br />To be honest, I didn’t want to go shopping at all the day I met an Angel in my local big box store. It was a cold, dreary day not long before Christmas with little to do. But my boys needed diapers, and my daughter’s Kindergarten class needed diaper wipes. Hooray! Another amazingly fun errand to run!<br /><br />It took me an hour, but I finally got my two little ones dressed and tucked away in their car seats. I grabbed my bag and headed out the door, still undecided as to my final destination. One store wouldn’t take my credit card. The other option was the most popular (and crowded!) destination for all of Christmas. At last I settled on the closest big box store to my home – a dump, but somewhere I knew there wouldn’t be too many shoppers.<br /><br />With the usual shouts of “Don’t touch that!” and “Come on! I SAID COME ON!” aimed at my wiggly boys, I quickly tossed five cartons of diapers and wipes into my cart. The usual routine … with just one more stop in the school supplies before I headed to the cash register.<br /><br />It was there, somewhere between the crayons and the jumbo coloring books, that I saw HER out of the corner of my eye – a sixtyish grandmotherly-type, bald as a billiard ball, except for a thin fringe of grayed stubble. I did my best to concentrate on the crayons and not stare at the distinct ravages of cancer, praying with all my heart my sons wouldn’t point out the oddity.<br /><br />She passed us by, and my shoulders sagged with relief. Mercifully, my 3 year old had been too caught up in crafts to notice. As one last treat for the boys, I took them over to the Christmas display, and we played and pointed out Christmas ornaments and toys to one another.<br /><br />“Mommy! Mommy!” Colt, my 3-year-old, called. “Look at THIS!” He triumphantly held up a huge elf hat with a jingle bell on the top. Taking it in my hands, I brought it over to my 20 month old, Christian, who was stuck in the cart. With the press of a button, the hat wriggled to life, the jingle bell lashing back and forth. My boys began to smile, and I did too.<br /><br />Reflexively, I placed the dancing hat on top of my head. I looked ridiculous, but in that moment, I didn’t care. I was going to make my boys laugh. Who cared what anyone else thought?<br /><br />“Where did you get that hat?”<br /><br />My eyes darted up from my toddler’s face and locked into her eyes. The cancer lady. Without skipping a beat, I lifted it off my head and plopped it on to hers. “Here, take mine!” I added cheerily.<br /><br /> Her eyes glowed. “This will be perfect for my friends at the cancer center! After six chemo treatments, my hair fell out, so I wore a pair of boxers on my head,” she explained. “This will surely make them smile.”<br /><br />“How many treatments have you had?” I asked. I tried to keep my tone as normal and upbeat as possible.<br /><br />“I just finished my tenth treatment,” she answered. “This is the first time I have been out of the house since January of last year. I call it my ‘getting out of prison day’. I chose this store to do my Christmas shopping because I can’t get sick, and I knew there wouldn’t be a lot of people around.”<br /><br />My boys played happily amongst the fake Christmas trees. “Are the treatments working?” I ventured.<br /><br />“They removed a seven pound tumor from my spleen,” she offered. “But now they say there is nothing more they can do. We just need to pray that the rest of the cancer goes into a coma and goes to sleep.”<br /><br />We swapped a few cancer anecdotes, and ended with happy holiday wishes and smiles. My boys were getting antsy, so I began to turn the cart away, but my heart turned me back. “We just need to pray …” she had said. “I chose this store because there wouldn’t be a lot of people around”<br /><br />I was around. I knew how to pray. God had used diapers to send me to this store, on this day, on the very moment that this dear woman had been released from the prison of her cancer treatments. He had sent me there for more than just to find and wear a silly jingle bell hat -- I still had a job yet to do.<br /><br />I walked quickly back to her side. “Would you mind if I said a prayer for you?” I asked. “Right here?”<br /><br />“I would love that,” she smiled. We bowed our heads, closed our eyes, and I wrapped my arms around this wonderful woman and prayed a prayer of thanksgiving, a prayer for healing, a prayer for peace in the name of Jesus Christ.<br /><br />I have rarely felt an emotional and spiritual connection that strong emanating from another human being. In that moment, God was there – we could both feel the power of His love filling us to overflowing. Our eyes filled with tears, and we gave one another one last, strong hug.<br /><br />I struggled to refrain from openly weeping in the store as I completed my shopping. The kindness of God overwhelmed me. How kind of Him to greet that dear woman with a hug and a prayer on the day of her freedom. How kind of Him to let me be touched by an Angel in the diaper aisle.Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-85491960535173455732011-12-23T05:30:00.001-08:002011-12-24T05:07:04.276-08:00Christmas Eve -- What Gift Will You Bring Baby Jesus?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIe6vCq1G_4N6lg9r3ZvQeTUMaCbm8nNnBC6KtFsM2OfMyKlZ0E99G7jfgSbCuuWSxl8FHpkFtyFjNvE5JQB9lUO98-rRsD8xPtINC52mq45-j5Dne19cdYKAfJeZksntRGBo2s1Xr6n7Z/s1600/BlaizeBirthPhoto.jpg"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 130px; height: 87px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjIe6vCq1G_4N6lg9r3ZvQeTUMaCbm8nNnBC6KtFsM2OfMyKlZ0E99G7jfgSbCuuWSxl8FHpkFtyFjNvE5JQB9lUO98-rRsD8xPtINC52mq45-j5Dne19cdYKAfJeZksntRGBo2s1Xr6n7Z/s320/BlaizeBirthPhoto.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5689321891546076466" /></a><br />The BEST WAY TO CELEBRATE BABY JESUS' BIRTHDAY IS BY GIVING TO "THE LEAST OF THESE." If you are looking to wrap up your year-end tax-deductible charitable giving, here are some 100% bonafide amazing life transforming world changing choices. Just even $5 can make a difference. <br /><br />Help my friend Kacie Lester provide special needs orphans in India with a Christmas:<a href="http://kacielester.theworldrace.org/?filename=please-read-my-christmas-wish-for-christmas-in-india">http://kacielester.theworldrace.org/?filename=please-read-my-christmas-wish-for-christmas-in-india</a><br /><a href="http://kacielester.theworldrace.org/?filename=please-read-my-christmas-wish-for-christmas-in-india"></a><br />Give a rural child in Cambodia an education for only $2.50 A YEAR and save them from a life of sex or drug trafficking! <a href="http://www.asianhope.org/2-five-2">http://www.asianhope.org/2-five-2</a><br /><a href="http://www.asianhope.org/2-five-2"></a>(From my missionary friends Kenneth and Elaine Trotman)<br /><br />Help my friends Deborah and Gabriel Fabule plant churches in the impoverished, AIDS plagued townships of South Africa: <a href="http://www.livingspringfaithministries.org/"></a> <a href="http://www.livingspringfaithministries.org/">http://www.livingspringfaithministries.org/</a><br /><br />Provide a prisoners' child with a Christmas gift and the Gospel and DOUBLE your impact through Angel Tree: <a href="http://www.angeltree.org/angeltreehome">http://www.angeltree.org/angeltreehome</a><br /><br />Change the lives of teenagers and college students through Young Life or Cru, feed the starving through World Vision or Food for the Hungry.<br /><br />And, last but not least, a gift given to my beloved King's Chapel will bless almost all of these ministries at the same time! <a href="https://www.sagepayments.net/sagenonprofit/shopping_cart/forms/donate.asp?M_id=816335411281">https://www.sagepayments.net/sagenonprofit/shopping_cart/forms/donate.asp?M_id=816335411281</a><br /><br />Thank you for considering some of these worthy, precious ministries in your year-end gift giving this year. Not only will they provide a tax-deduction, but most importantly your generosity will have an eternal impact, and bless the birthday boy -- Jesus -- more than anything.Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-89276541669814287012011-12-22T17:05:00.000-08:002011-12-22T18:09:37.509-08:00The Best Christmas Gift ... Ever?<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFxBtK8DQcwKTZhWsntVk45YvSwUkCFmRnTBJw3fed-xXIYYdgHACXMsdL8eRjzTqUKoGV-a9AuyFtnceZzxa4mLVpvGdXZ7MWX5Yis6WvPmKc1hW7g-NRT-6Nu8-N1L53Tjj6R_mwKSQB/s1600/HomeAloneColt.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgFxBtK8DQcwKTZhWsntVk45YvSwUkCFmRnTBJw3fed-xXIYYdgHACXMsdL8eRjzTqUKoGV-a9AuyFtnceZzxa4mLVpvGdXZ7MWX5Yis6WvPmKc1hW7g-NRT-6Nu8-N1L53Tjj6R_mwKSQB/s320/HomeAloneColt.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5689132378332074594" /></a><br />There we were, gathered at the annual Christmas Eve Lunch at Brian and Cheryl's house, the entire "fam" in attendance. The kids gleefully ripped open their gifts from their many, many, many aunts and uncles. (I am the oldest of nine children, in case you need reminding).<br /><br />"Thank you so much!" they cried. "This is the best Christmas ever!" Katie, Colt, and Christian danced and pranced around the room, hoisting nerf guns and "rummy" cars and beauty sets. "Thank you! Thank you! Thank you!" they cheered in childish glee.<br /><br />It. Was. Magical.<br /><br />Warmth flooded the hearts of all the merry gift givers. Ah, Christmas made fresh through the eyes of a child.<br /><br />Finally, at long last, one of the sweetest, gentlest, kindest women in the world (name redacted to protect her identity), offered my three little angels a carefully chosen gift -- her first attempt as a newly minted aunt. <br /><br />Like raptors, the children shredded the wrapping paper. They stared in unabashed horror at the content of the gift. And in one brief instant, the thankful cherubs transformed into crying, screaming, shrieking gremlins.<br /><br />"DADDY DAYCARE?????? NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!"<br /><br />The once happy children burst into inconsolable sobs. Apparently -- much to the surprise of every adult in the room -- a DVD of Eddie Murphy's "Daddy Day Care" was THE WORST POSSIBLE GIFT TO GIVE ANY CHILD IN THE HISTORY OF ALL TIME.<br /><br />The poor gift giver shrank like a little violet. Chris and I scrambled to recover the moment, but the damage was done. Pandora's Box had been opened, and the perpetuated evil that was "Daddy Day Care" could never, never be undone.<br /><br />Or could it?<br /><br />As time passed, the nerf gun broke, the wheels fell off the race car, the tiny toy pieces from the beauty set were lost. And yet, the "worst gift ever" remained. And not only remained, grew beloved. <br /><br />No other movie could produce fits of giggles from Christian (who would often point to Black men and humiliatingly shout, "There's Daddy Day Care!"). No other movie was more requested by Katie. And no other movie would have ever taught Colt to sing at the top of his lungs, "Put the lime in the coconut and drink it all up!"<br /><br />More importantly -- perhaps most importantly of all -- our now-infamous Daddy Day Care moment taught everyone, big and small alike, the importance of gratitude for whatever gift God gives. Because the hated, unwanted gift your aunt gives you this Christmas ...<br /><br />... may just turn out to be the Best Christmas Gift -- Ever!Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7741784192927241509.post-46371006240992633852011-12-21T05:04:00.000-08:002011-12-21T07:24:22.815-08:00One of "Those" Days<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOE9EbdogJOIoNf9xtV9Su5y3XNf5eOI86tlMRZG8olXGVUN1rSYzMykcV5wznf2-1uZd0XiF3uteCeRO5FPFpMrTAg1d0_mKbUt2qOy8OC8PbL2yLa_WLlaMbd0VA3t0wul528Mv1W4mY/s1600/Oct09-March10+187.JPG"><img style="float:left; margin:0 10px 10px 0;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 213px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiOE9EbdogJOIoNf9xtV9Su5y3XNf5eOI86tlMRZG8olXGVUN1rSYzMykcV5wznf2-1uZd0XiF3uteCeRO5FPFpMrTAg1d0_mKbUt2qOy8OC8PbL2yLa_WLlaMbd0VA3t0wul528Mv1W4mY/s320/Oct09-March10+187.JPG" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5688576681983302498" /></a><br />I take a break from the daily undertaking to post this blog -- for my sanity, and, perhaps (if you are reading this now), yours.<br /><br />Because -- unbeknownst to me as I woke up bright and early yesterday morning, I was about to embark on one of "those" days.<br /><br />Ah yes. Crisply on time for school. Early, even. Until Colt decided to fall off a stool and almost break his nose. (I should have scheduled for that). But alas, I didn't.<br /><br />So now we have a hungry baby, a hungry mommy, a little boy bleeding all over the house, and Christian -- who just ate breakfast -- proclaiming his now trademarked phrase, "I'm hungry, mom. I'm still hungry." (Because two bagels with cream cheese and a banana and a large slice of chocolate cake are apparently just the opening course). <br /><br />"I think God is trying to tell you something, mom," Katie sagely remarked as I held her hand and walked her in to school. Yes, but WHAT??????<br /><br />Out went all the day's plans. Insert two trips to the front office of Katie's school (one to check her in late, one to check her out early) and three rounds of x-rays for two separate kids. I think I have my doctor's office convinced that I like to go there daily for the valet parking (which makes me feel fancy) and the stickers for my children's ever-growing doctor's office sticker collection.<br /><br />"You sure have your hands full," remarked two of the nurses and they watched the gleeful stomping parade. "Don't I know it," I shot back. "And I'm not afraid to admit I need help!"<br /><br />Home at last, I wrapped up some laundry and whipped the disaster zone of a house back into shape. Until -- what was that smell? Ah yes. A potent mix of mustard gas. Blaize had exploded his diaper -- all over the front. Katie even had to pitch in to help. "I don't think I'm ready to grow up yet," my 7-year-old-going-on-17 untypically remarked, surveying the damage. "Not if it means cleaning up poopy diapers like this." <br /><br />SIGH. As if watching her mom clean up seven rounds of puke and visiting to the doctor's office five times in a row over the three days before hadn't been inspiring enough. <br /><br />So I sang a praise song to the Lord, and gave my baby a sink bath. "I will sing of the mercies of the Lord forever, I will sing! I will sing! I will sing of the mercies of the Lord forever, I will sing of the mercies of the Lord." <br /><br />"Mom! Mom! Mom!" Interruption ignored. <br /><br />"With my mouth, will I make known, thy faithfulness, thy faithfulness! With my mouth, will I make known, thy faithfulness to all generations!"<br /><br />"Yes, Colt ..." And on to the rest of the day. (Including Diesel the mammoth German Shepherd eating all of the baby's banana puffs DIRECTLY OFF HIS TRAY!) Not to mention the vacuum bag exploding as a Bible Study guest walked in the door.<br /><br />So what was it? The big lesson Katie had told me God was teaching me? I sat down and at long last caught up on my beloved facebook reading. The clutter was quiet. The children were asleep. The Bible study successful.<br /><br />"What is Takes to be Great" by Geoffrey Colvin, Fortune magazine, the article my friend Shawn had passed on was entitled. Tell me, oh Geoffrey. Because today was a massive fail. Or was it?<br /><br />"For most people, work is hard enough without pushing even harder. Those extra steps are so difficult and painful they almost never get done. That's the way it must be. If great performance were easy, it wouldn't be rare."<br /><br />Those extra steps. Difficult, painful. I reviewed the day. One of "those" days. And yet. My house was now clean. I had folded three loads of laundry, taken three children to the doctor (one to school), read to my children, tended a bloody nose, written for work, visited with a neighbor (and bought Christmas presents without leaving the house!), paid bills, visited the bank, encouraged friends on facebook and inspired others to Christian service, made dinner, watched a movie with my husband, hosted a Bible Study, did the dishes, vacuumed, fattened up my baby, fed my 3rd child to miraculous satisfaction. All with a smile and a laugh and a song of praise. (PS -- I also lost weight and looked nice. True story). And I even was ON TIME! <br /><br />Not the day I had "planned." But all in all, a great performance. Rare, Christ-empowered, and yes, great.<br /><br />"You", Shawn's encouragement read on my facebook wall. "Are a legend."<br /><br />And as my well-loved children arose and called me "beautiful" this morning, I at last knew the lesson that only one of "those" days can teach: <br /><br />I am no failure. Through Christ who strengthens me, I AM LEGENDARY. <br /><br />And perhaps, as you fall into the arms of His mercy, and His faithfulness, on one of "those" days, you fill find that you are too.Katherinehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01873780014873049294noreply@blogger.com0